My Fairy Land

New life...........

2006-05-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

Maybe i am getting into a new step of my life, a step that is going to change it all.... I am getting into a period of my life that fills me with fears about the future... I feel as if i had lost my self-confidence and as if i was not going to know what's wrong and what's right any more... I am feeling so complicated and sad when thinking to the studies i am afraid of failing in... I don't even know how i got to feel this way, but what i know is that i need to recover some self-confidence and forget about all the conflicts i may have lived before.....
There is no use of regretting anything, regrets are useless and i have to forget them and live in a way that lets me find my way, discover what i deeply want for myself.....
When is it going to come??

Doubts are destroying me.....
Thank to all my friends for being here for me everyday.... i love you all!

hahaha

2005-11-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Here are, from left to right: Rachael, Audrey, Bastien and me playing the fool between two shots... Here are the things we can do when we are REALLY bored!! hhaha

New Haircut!!!

2005-11-29T06:38:00.000-08:00

I'm back (at last!!!)

2005-11-28T04:11:00.000-08:00

After some serious problems with my computer, i am finally back and happy to talk to all of you again!! Here is a photo taken during the film making day between two shots, when we were getting seriously bored haha

Lots of love to you all!!!
Till next time!! (i have lots of new pics!!!)

school's back!!

2005-11-04T01:03:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!!
Well, first of all, Selamat Hari Raya!! I hope yesterda was a nice day for all of you!!

Yesterday was school's back for France and that was really thrilling to see my friends after holidays!!

That is all i wanted to say i guess hehe Have a nice day, take care!!

Film making!!!

2005-10-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

october, 6th and 7th

Those two days waited with so much impatience by everyone in my class had arrived at last...

The first day, we got in the "cinema classroom" and waited for the explanations about the film we were going to appear in... I think that i was the most excited of the class, seriously!! We had to bring in our bags several clothes, because we had to be differently dressed from a shot to another...

The film's name is "Je vais bien, ne t'en fais pas", and i met the principle actors, i played very near them!! That was so cool and exciting!! I also met the film producer, he even explained me directly what i had to do during the shot!! I cant believe i met Philippe Lioret!!

So, let's talk about the shots themselves... Oh my god, i didn't know that being an actor could be so boring at times... Seriously, we made one shot per hour, to sum up, we stayed 5 hours out, waiting in the coldness, for 2 minutes of film!! But that was a great experience after all, seeing how films are made is really one of the most impressive things i've ever seen...

The first shot, we had to be just natural, that is to say just going out of school and talk with friends, laugh... That was really funny!! And in the other shots we just had to walk, surrounding the principle actress... i was just in front oh her!!!! :-D

The day after, i woke up at 5.30am (oh my goooooood) because we had to be at school at 7am!!! Horrible! When i got into the cinema classroom i said hello to my classfriends, some of them had only slept for 1 hour in the night... crazy!

Then we went out of school and waited until 8.30am (the beginning of the 1st hour of class in the morning), to make a shot with all the pupils of the school because the producer needed a scene representing the first day of the new school year. This time again, i was just in front of the actress! :-)

Then that was just a shot in which i had to say goodbye to my "cinema friends" haha, but we repeated this scene at least 6 times!! That took all the morning!

Of course i didn't have any part in the film nor words to prounounce, i will just appear in, but that's so worth being lived! My friends and i are very happy with thinking that we'll be seeing all of us on a cinema screen soon!!

I love you all!!!

Hahaha

2005-09-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

Bastien and i, yesterday in the school library... Look how we word hard!! :-D hahaha

Days all look the same....

2005-09-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

I'm getting seriously nervous!!
The rythm in class is getting really faster!! I wonder what mark i'll get in literature, because the teacher picked up my essays and i'm stressing!! Plus our teacher suscribed all of us in a writting competition, we have to write a story that deals with the cinema...

On thursday, i'll have my first russian test of the year, it's quite a last year's revisions test, that is to say that we'll have 100 vocabulary word, and the teacher will take 2 points per mistake (do you remember imano?? :-D) and that is going to be quite hard hehe!!

Rachael, the autralian girl of my class, is getting used to us and to France, we all love spending time ith her and speaking in english with her, that's so funny!!
About the film that will be made here, i still dont have news about it... According to a friend of mine we will all be chosen to appear in this film, and some of us will be given a more important part 8-

I definetely am the worst pupil ever in physics/chemistry!! Last wednesday, i had the 2nd chemistrylesson of the year and the teacher already had to thunder me about my attitude and bad habbits... So i have to be on time in chemistry class, not to forget my chemistry jacket and not playing the fool!!! Hahaha i will try to!!
Fortunately i had my 1st body building practicing of this year, after that i feel so relaxed!!

Till next time!! Sincerely bye everyone, and sorry for my english!!
20/09/05

The return!!!!!!

2005-09-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!!!!

Oh my god i have so much things to say that i dont know what to start with.... First my computer works again i'm so happyyyyy, i missed you so so much!!!!

My summer holidays were so so cool, i spent a greattime with all my family together... September the 3rd were the 1st day of the new school year and that was a great day because i have my closest friends in my class!! We're going to share unforgetable and happy moments that makes me feel so positive about the scolar year to come!! The other pupils of my class i didn't know looked very cool and i could see that the days after... people are all sweet in my class yipiiiiiee!!!!!
I have 6hours aof literature per week, 2 of russian, 2 of spanish, 3 of english, 4 of history/geography, 2 of aths and only one of physics and biology hahaha!!!!

Here is the surprise>>>>>>> There's an australian girl in my class!!!!!!!!!! She looked so shy the first day!! My group and i talked to her and she's really sweet, we have lot of fun talking in english with her... She doesn't speak french so that's quite hard and fierce for her... Hope she'll get used to very soon!!

Here is another surprise!!!>>>> My high school hs been chosen for the new Philippe Lioret's film, that's so so so cool!!! In fact, the action of he film deals with a studentgirl, and the actress of this part will play in our school!! And maybe MY CLASS WILL STARR IN AS THE HERO'S CLASS IN THE FILM!!! We are so happy!!

Of course i'l let you know as soon as something new happens about it!!

Bye bye!!!!

Baby Sittor 3!!

2005-07-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Claire made me laugh so much!! She took her bath with a doll taller than her and washed it!! Hahahaha that was so cuteee!!!

Okay, serious things now!! I'm coming back home tomorrow and if i'm not mistaken my home computer isn't fixed yet, so i'm not gonna chat nor send mails for a long time again!! AAARGH!!!!
That's already all for today because it's only 2.30pm here hehehe, selamat malam everyone!

Baby Sittor 2

2005-07-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and before yesterday, i watched some walt disney pictures with Clair, Blanche-Neige and Le roi Lion... That was so cute, it has been eternities since i didn't see those movies!!
I also brought her to the park and gace her some things to eat...
Yerterday again, i chatted with Harris and Imano kutoking themselves about their muscles and fats and weight and all that.... so funny hahaha
Then, when Imano had gone, Harris adviced me to choose a blogskin for my blog, i did, and then Harris guided me step by step to open it up and paste those weird codes in my template... so complicated!! I really suck at using computers i cant believe it!!! Tragically at 7.30 here i had to go and asked harris if he could do the rest for me.... So Harris, thank you so so so much and to Imano again for helping me some days ago, and sorry Harris for inconveniencing you till 3am!!! So sorry!
I think that's all for now, bye!!

new layout ! wiwiit ~

2005-07-12T11:54:00.000-07:00

okay sarah, everythings done !
still need a little touch up here and there..
lots of crap and stuffs but don't worry, u can change them later on.
well anyways, its already 2'55am in singapore right now and i have school in about erk.. a few more hours! holy cow! haha yeah so i guess i'll continue some other time alright. in the mean time, go to this website > www.photobucket.com , just sign up and start uploading pics u wish to put on your blog. then u might wanna change your tagboard colour to match up with the colour of your layout.

*yawn*

ah yeah im dead sleepy now.
okay gtg bye bye.

cheers !

( P/S - all hail imano macho deadly juicy highly addictive overgrown overwhelming overpowering muskels ! muahahahah :D )

- jack

Baby Sittor!!!!

2005-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday i was still baby sitting miss Claire, who cried because her sister Marie was leaving the house to go alone for some holidays.....oh joy...
Then i created this blog and Iman added the tagboard for me... isn't it just wonderful?? Thank you again Iman for helping me!!! ;-)
Today, Claire's parents came back from their weekend in a hotel to celebrate their wedding anniversary...

Oh my god, some days ago i saw on the internet the price for a flight to Singapore..... 850€!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe that!! Anyway i am not going to give up!! hahaha!!
Okay, i think that's all for now... Take care all my friends!!

Welcome!!

2005-07-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

Welcome in my new blog!!!

Forget about the friendster one, now here a blog where all my posts will stay visible, i wish!!
Enjoy your visit!!!